i believe in the existence of Other in relativity to I (=External) and time, through its interaction as patterns and consciousness which can be computationalized. my current practice is, during the brief moments of rest i get, to seek intimacy with my phenomenality & ritualize through words + meta-cognition. i am of metamodernist thought, having witnessed oscillation and fractals. gratitude fills the spaces between my tired muscles and neurons. i see my Self as an experiment with an n of 1, but comprised of longitudinal evolutionary data.